Close Ad

Billie Eilish’s “Happier Than Ever” Will Get You Through Any Toxic Break Up
billie eilish happier than ever
Pop Culture

Billie Eilish’s “Happier Than Ever” Will Get You Through Any Toxic Break Up

Why "Happier Than Ever" is the break-up ballad of the moment.

There are plenty of impressive things about Billie Eilish's music career thus far – particularly how much she's accomplished at such a young age. At 20, Eilish already has seven Grammys, a Golden Globe and Academy Award under her belt.

Accolades aside, the way Eilish portrays all of the feelings involved in breaking things off with a toxic partner in her 2021 song, "Happier Than Ever," the title track to her second studio album, displays a maturity that goes well beyond her years.

Who Is Billie Eilish’s Song “Happier Than Ever” About?

billie eilish Q ex boyfriend

Eilish has made a point of keeping details about her relationships private. In a recent interview, Eilish candidly discussed that she's had relationships that she has purposely not gone public with – which makes it hard to determine exactly who the singer's new song, "Happier Than Ever," could be about. However, fans do have a theory.

In her Apple+ TV documentary, The World's A Little Blurry, Eilish did open up about her relationship with her ex-boyfriend, rapper Brandon Quention Adams, whose stage name is 7: AMP. Eilish refers to him as Q. She shared that the two split up after less than a year of dating due to their differences.

Eilish made it clear that she wasn't happy in the relationship, saying that the two of them did not ultimately want the same things. In the documentary, Eilish states, "I don’t think you should be in a relationship super excited about things that the other person couldn’t care less about." She also says she's happier without him – which is a clear indicator for many fans that the song is about her breakup with Q.

One string of lyrics that fans have pointed to as proof of the connection between Q and the song are:

“You do the opposite of what you said you'd do / And I'd end up more afraid / Don't say it isn't fair / You clearly were aware that you made me miserable.”

As well as the primary lyric:

"When I'm away from you / I'm happier than ever."

“Happier Than Ever” by Billie Eilish Depicts a Toxic Breakup

billie eilish happier than ever music video

If "Happier Than Ever" is indeed about Eilish's relationship with Q, it appears that the relationship was tumultuous.

Musically, the song's opening melody sounds purposefully jazzy, a call back to music of the 1940s. You can almost imagine Eilish looking back on the past as she sings the song's opening lines:

"When I'm away from you

I'm happier than ever

Wish I could explain it better

I wish it wasn't true, mmm."

The melody continues as Eilish wonders whether or not her ex keeps up with what she's up to through interviews she gives or even by passing down her street – behavior that seems troublesome and borderline stalker-like.

She offers the thought that perhaps he didn't fully know how miserable he was making her with the line:

"You clearly weren’t aware that you made me miserable, ooh."

After the second chorus, where Eilish states she's happier than ever without her ex, the song musically flips, changing to a more modern-day sounding melody that features electric guitar – a stark contrast to the old Hollywood sound of the first half of the track musically encompasses.

Along with the musical change, the lyrics become much harsher and cutting at this point, suggesting the first half was reminiscent of the way Eilish acted in the relationship, staying calm and collected so as not to anger him. She unleashes her true feelings in the second half, which contains explicatives.

The song goes on to accuse the ex of more bad behavior, from purposely making her feel bad to not putting an effort in with her friends or even her own mother, which led to her shutting these people out of her life in favor of spending time with him.

Whichever mystery ex-boyfriend Eilish's "Happier Than Ever" is based on, it's loud and clear this song was not written to keep the line of communication open. The song concludes with, "Just f***in' leave me alone." For Eilish's sake, here's to hoping he has been keeping up with her work – and heeds this warning since it's clear she's happier without him.

Billie Eilish’s “Happier Than Ever” Full Lyrics

billie eilish selfie instagram
(Billie's IG)

Still on the fence about who Eilish might be referring to in her new song? Read the below song lyrics in full to determine it for yourself.


When I'm away from you

I'm happier than ever

Wish I could explain it better

I wish it wasn't true, mmm

[Verse 1]

Give me a day or two

To think of something clever

To write myself a letter

To tell me what to do, mm-mm

Do you read my interviews?

Or do you skip my avenue?

When you said you were passin' through

Was I even on your way?

I knew when I asked you to (When I asked you to)

Be cool about what I was tellin' you

You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (What you said you'd do)

And I'd end up more afraid

Don't say it isn't fair

You clearly weren’t aware that you made me miserable, ooh

So, if you really wanna know


When I'm away from you (When I'm away from you)

I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever)

Wish I could explain it better (Wish I could explain it better)

I wish it wasn't

[Instrumental Break]

[Verse 2]

You call me again, drunk in your Benz

Drivin' home under the influence

You scared me to death but I'm wastin' my breath

'Cause you only listen to your f***in' friends

I don't relate to you

I don't relate to you, no

Cause I'd never treat me this sh**ty

You made me hate this city

[Verse 3]

And I don't talk shit about you on the internet

Never told anyone anything bad

Cause that sh*t's embarrassing, you were my everything

And all that you did was make me f***in' sad

So, don't waste the time I don't have

And don't try to make me feel bad

I could talk about every time that you showed up on time

But I'd have an empty line cause you never did

Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I

Shut 'em all out for you cause I was a kid


You ruined everything good

Always said you were misunderstood

Made all my moments your own

Just f***in' leave me alone


How Frank Ocean Outsmarted His Record Label And What That Teaches Us About Self-Belief

Hot Stories

Man wearing glasses sitting on a couch and a screenshot from a Reddit post.

Alan Tudyk Makes Reddit Account to Thank a Grieving Fan

Photo by Alberto E. Rodriguez/Getty Images and Reddit/ r/ResidentAlienTVshow/ ComfortableCommon439

For a lot of people, meeting their favorite television or movie star is high up on their bucket list. It's why hundreds of thousands of people shell out big bucks and brave massive crowds at various pop culture conventions every year.

After all, they aren't JUST celebrities; oftentimes they've been with us through some of the most significant periods in our lives (they just don't know it.)

So, when one grieving fan heard that Alan Tudyk, the star of Resident Alien was going to be at the Boston Fan Fest, she knew she had to meet him. She wanted to thank him for helping her survive the darkest time of her life.

However, when the time came, her nerves got the better of her and she "blew it." Fueled by embarrassment and remorse and needing to vent, she turned to Reddit to share her experience.

And that's when fate...who looks suspiciously like Alan Tudyk...stepped in.

Keep ReadingShow less
Uplifting News
Groom kissing bride's forehead and groom coming out of a river.

Groom Saves Boy from Drowning During Wedding Photoshoot

It was supposed to be a day of celebration and love for Brittany and Clayton Cook. On September 22, in a picturesque park in Ontario, Canada, the newlyweds were capturing memories with their wedding photographer, Darren Hatt.

But their idyllic photoshoot took a sudden and dramatic turn when Clayton noticed a young boy in danger nearby. Little did they know, this moment would turn Clayton into a hero.

Keep ReadingShow less
Uplifting News